Downer day again, I confess I’m in a real grump. My Mrs keeps telling me that ‘I’m not happy unless I’m moaning about something’. Maybe she’s right… What am I saying she’s always right LOL. It’s just; when I see ‘things’ that really get on my nervous they set off my inner Hyde.
Brain disengages, mouth takes over and the rest is history.
Even though the moments aren’t good for my health or my families sanity there are occasions when it just feels right. Not my actions, they could be better handle (for today’s society) but that single moment when it begins, the single thought that chafes my ass, in my mind makes my feelings justifiable.
Some think I’m just too sensitive and need to toughen up, change my way of thinking and my reply to them is normally profanities; I do like Hyde sometimes.
I can feel my ramblings are on the verge of ranting and I don’t want to waste your time so here’s the poem, I hope you like it. I hope get it.
Peace.
Triggers
I wish I could know the triggers
That set’s me spiralling
Into the ‘D’ Word
Setting off my Hyde Mode
Riding the crest of the wave
Not being able to see, not wanting
To see the devastation
As the wave crashes over the scenery below
I wish I could know the triggers
A clue, a hint that would help me
Draw my head back in
Before it pops and starts to sin
All over an unwelcoming crowd
Caught in the blast radius
Of my atomic wraith
No four minute warning
I wish I could know the triggers
Or do I?
Maybe I don’t know because
The self in me protects
Flight or fight
Injustice, hypocrisy, untruths
‘Fake News’
Just leave me and my triggers be!
There is so much hypocrisy with some of my in-laws and blood relatives that i am no longer wanting to socialize with them. Things have gone too far in this Nazi-like environment (that is destroying the environment).
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It so much harder when it’s family but unfortunately these things happen.
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